Feeling Blue….

Rabu gettin’ Blue…..6 Dec 2006

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I’m throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I’m gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I’m so throwed and I don’t know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Hi all..!!
Lo semua tau kan tu lagu punya sapa….yap..USHER..
ga tau napa, blakangan ni, gw sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bgt sm lagu2 yg menyayat2 perasaan gt…yg merasuk kedalam perut gw..hehe…maksut gw yg menyentuh kalbu, wll…simply…..Soul song gitu deh…enak bgt dengerinnya..
actually, dr dulu jg gw seneng sm lagu2 Soul..tp kali ini sukanya lebih menggila…tp ga brutal koq…heheheh..

pagi ini, gw lagi sepet…seharusnya sih engga, tp pas gw bangun pagi n pengen mengawali hidup gw dgn segala kebahagiaan..tiba2 tante gw ngamuk2 ga jelas…yang gw dimarahin coz keseringan balik malem lah….yang ini, yang itu…n any other unimportant things that she doesn’t know bout that at all…
Sometimes gw ngerasa that nobody’s care bout me…especially the people who i live with…yg selalu nyangkut2in masalah2 perkuliahan yg sebenernya ABSOLUTELY DIFFERENT with what they ever felt…
Come on…gw kan kuliah di taon 2006…2006..once gain 2006…yang udah jamannya internet disono sini…padahal, internet di warnet kampus gw tu leletnya kaga ketulungan, apalagi di musim2 tugas gini, masa gw cuman mo buka google aja leletnya ga pake perasaan….AAARRGGGGGHHHH……!!! DAMN….!!

Belom lagi, gw ini kuliah yg computer based…yg kudu learn bout computer programming, dan naas nya lagi gw tu have no based bout that…naaaa harepan gw sih, dgn belajar hal yg bener2 baru buat gw ini, gw bisa lebih maju….
tapi kayaknya gw sama skali haus support gitu loh..
Gw udah brusaha explain bahwa yg namanya tugas gw itu kadang ga punya perasaan, udah dibikin bae2…eeee… tau2 error sendiri, tp it’s very hard for me to explain bout this problem to the people who i live with..
Ga cuamn itu sih…masih banyak masalah gw yg ga mungkin gw share disini….intinya COMPLICATED..
orang kadang, kalo mo crita sm temen gw aja, gw bingung mo crita dr mana…..

Dan kalo udah kaya gini, hawanya gw cuman pengen balik ke pangkuan Bonyok gw..heheehehhe….
alias kangen bgt sm bokap gw…….
Tapi…….udahlah…gw yakin, this is the way to make me stronger to face this hard life…..yg bisa bikin hidup gw lebih hidup….(iya, gw tau itu kayak iklan…hehehehe)

Ya udah deh…segini aja for today….
gw mo nyiapin pengumuman dulu…coz besok Jumat, gw mo ada penelitian gt deh….(ato bisa disamarkan dengan istilah, JALAN-JALAN…sambil belajar…huahahaha)

Wish me lots of luck guys….

PeAcE OuT..!!

One Response to “Feeling Blue….”

  1. jeg Says:

    1. What made you smile today?
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    2. Do you know that to love is also to
    let go?
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    3. Are you in love?
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    5. Do you love your best friends?
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    6. What song are you listening to?
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    7. What is your favorite song for the
    moment?
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    8. What are your biggest fears?
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    9. Write down one of your most important
    friend?
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    10. Do you have ex-boyfriend/girlfriend?
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    11. Do you like to watch sunset with
    your love?
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    12. What is your favorite book?
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    13. Do you think gay-marriage is
    disgusting?
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    14. Have you ever loved your own
    bestfriend?
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    15. Do you think break ups suck?
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    16. Tell me a few important things
    about your self?
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    17. Do you think Brad Pitt is sexy?
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    18. What about Jessica Simpson?
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    19. Are you bored?
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    20. Do you wanna go back to the past?
    >

    21. Do you have bestfriends from the
    opposite sex? Are they good?
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    22. Name them!
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    23. What colors do you like?
    >

    24. Do you like to drink beer until you
    get drunk?
    >

    25. Do you like to drive all by
    yourself in the middle of the night?
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    26. Do you have important things to say
    to someone?
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    27. Do you think guys who cheat on
    their girlfriends can be forgiven?
    >

    28. Do you hate your mother?
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    29. Are you a family man?
    >

    30. Are you sleepy now?
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    31. If you have a chance to say “i miss
    u”, who would that for?
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    32. Do you think math is interesting?
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    33. Are you selfish?
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    34. See, if your brother is gay and
    your sister is a lesbian, will you be
    mad?
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    35. When you listen to romantic songs,
    is there anyone that stick to your
    mind?
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    1) television:

    2) flower :

    3) color:

    4) sport:

    5) mall:

    6) music:

    7) food:
    8) season:

    9) pet:

    10) city:

    TEN facts:

    1. hometown:

    2. hair color:

    3. hair length:

    4. hair style:

    5. eye color:

    6. shoe size:

    7. mood:

    8. sexuality:

    9. status:

    10. lefty/righty:

    TEN things about your love life;

    1. have you ever been in love?
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    2. do you believe in love?
    -

    3. why did your last relationship fail?
    -

    4. have you ever been heartbroken:
    -

    5. have you ever broken someone’s
    heart:
    -

    6. have you ever fallen with your best
    friend:
    -

    7. have you ever loved someone but
    never told them:
    -

    8. are you afraid of commitment:
    -

    9. have you ever kissed someone you
    liked:
    - .

    10. have you ever had a secret admirer:
    -

    TEN things this or that

    1. love or lust:

    2. hard liquor or beer :

    3. night or day:

    4. one night stands or relationships:

    5. television or internet:

    6. pepsi or coke:

    7. wild night out or romantic night in:

    8. colored or black and white:

    9. phone or in person:

    10. aim or myspace: gmn nih…

    TEN are you..

    1. are you missing someone right now:

    2. are you happy:

    3. are you talking to anyone right now:

    4. are you bored now?

    5. are you german:

    6. are you irish:

    7. are you french:

    8. are you balinese:

    9. are your parents still married:

    10. do you like someone right now?

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